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All of mi adult life, i seem to have avoided normal reality. By that, i mean a lot of things, But mostly an aversion to being just me, with no additional things to change it. i appear to have an addictive personality, or so i have been told.. For many years now i have avoided being 'normal' ..but why? i seem to do everything to 'alter' mi 'perception' that i can possibly do. Why? i have to admit that it's got a lot less lately, but it's still there. i don't really understand why i do it. Especially since recently there really seems to be no reason for it at all. Is it just a habit? It's always been a problem, not for me of course, these things never are, but for mi family. thoughts on this would be very much appreciated.