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I have the impression that magic and even the most secular spells will in the end inevitably lead you to insights and learning. Whatever you do as a sorcerer it will as a side effect bring confrontation with something you didn't know before - sooner or in some cases later. That which wants to teach you can be very patient with you until one day it will stick your nose into what's to learn. And I don't think that's something to be afraid of. Some might close themselves to insights which will be on the way. But having the insights is actually the more bearable alternative. My advice to every practicioner: Don't light a fire and run away!